Today has been good so far. Woke up late at around 11am. Eat. Social networks. Youtube Videos. Movies. Hot chocolate. Messy buns. Cuddle with my dog. And I’m about to start reading a new novel.
No more handouts. No more post its. Nothing to worry about.
Life is good.
For now… :)
I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.
someone told me once that “blink blink” is cat for “I love you”
I’m sure this is total bullshit but i choose to believe it.
cats are hardcore man. instead of going, “i love you,” or whatever, they’re just like, “YOU ARE NEITHER MY ENEMY NOR MY PREY AND I THUS ALLOW YOU TO BE IN MY UNGUARDED PRESENCE.”
It was around 5am when I was awakened by a ring from my phone. I thought it was my alarm so I ignored it. Closed my eyes for a little while. After a few minutes decided to finally checked my phone. Two missed calls from Krisha. And two new messages. Already saw a congratulations message from another classmate so wala na kaba. Tinignan ko na lang message ni Krisha. Sabi nia natutulog pa daw ako habang nagbubunyi na ang buong mundo. Morning routine first. Nagising Mamsi ko kala nia masakit tiyan ko. Hahaha. Then checked the results. Tinawag ko Si Mamsi para makita niya. Tapos ayun she hugged me and she was so happy, she was crying. Naiyak nadin ako. Kahit si Max ang saya saya. Hihihi.
Grabe sobrang happy ko di lang dahil CPA nako kundi dahil masaya Mamsi ko. All the hardships paid off talaga. Sobrang saya kopa kasi lahat kaming magkakaibigan passed. Thank you Lord. Sobra. :)
Note to self: every time you were convinced you couldn’t go on, you did.
looking for new people to talk to :) anons are welcome x
Bukas na ang simula.
Naiiyak ako sa kaba.
My eyelids are heavy,
but my thoughts are heavier.
I am weak, but Christ is strong; and today, just as everyday, I need Him to carry me.
Holding on to anything is like holding on to your breath. You will suffocate. The only way to get anything in the physical universe is by letting go of it. Let go and it will be yours forever.
Spend your free time the way you like, not the way you think you’re supposed to. Stay home on New Year’s Eve if that’s what makes you happy. Skip the committee meeting. Cross the street to avoid making aimless chitchat with random acquaintances. Read. Cook. Run. Write a story.
Binati ko ung friend ko ng happy birthday. Tas sabi niya thanks libre ko daw siya sa Thursday. May mass kasi para sa batch namin so magkikita kami sa alma mater namin. Eh naalala ko favorite namin nung estudyante pa kami ung Buko Juice sa bilihan dun na tawag Tayuman. Since lagi naman niya kong tinuruan kahit dati pa gang ngayon sabi ko sige ililibre ko sia. Edi tinype ko “Sige. Buko Juice?”. Dikopa nasesend kasi pumipili pako ng sticker/emoji. Tapos naisip ko ang sagwa pala nung Buko Juice treat for birthday lalo pa lalaki siya. Tawa ko ng tawa. Double meaning kasi. Hahaha. Dati naman purong buko juice lang naiisip ko sa buko juice. Ngayon ay nakoooo ang sagwa na. Haha.
Ayun tinype ko na lang “Sige,Tayuman? Haha.” Pero sinabi kopa din na bumili kami ng Buko Juice kasi yun talaga ung pinipilahan sa school bukod sa lugaw. Haha.